Thursday, July 24, 2008

Take A Look At The Bitch In The Mirror Before Telling Me I Suck Like A Straw In Everything I Do.

hm, who thought that sitting in front of gen opts lesson could mean a whole difference in everything. in the whole learning experience and everything. anyway that was a long time ago...on wednesday. hm, today crs was not bad. entertaining at the end. haha, nice one, edwin, ansel and weng loke. hm, here's something you can ask discuss with your family over the dinner table. do you think singapore should allow gun use? do you think adoption should be legalised? do you think the death penalty should be imposed? do you think nav will make a good friend?

hm, friends? hm, actually no need to discuss that. you want a friend who will tell you how he feels with jokes that may sometimes sound sarcastic and mean. hm, well, alright, then i'll be a good friend for you. i know you are reading this. yeah you. well, i hope you are reading. hm, anyway, this is the only way you will really hear me out properly right? hey, you wanna know how i really feel for you? you really want to know? i don't know sometimes. i just know that you can be the most irritating bitch ever. but sometimes you really do listen to someone. and you know, looking back at what i've said, i really applaud you. cause if i were in your shoes, iu wouldn't be able to handle all my shit for as long as you did. yeah, i agree. i was freaking mean. but also do look at what you did. hm, are you a friend? are you an enemy? are you just an acquaintance? are you someone who is just there to talk to and then after that you're forgotten? are you someone like a punching bag made of poor quality? or are you someone more? i hardly know you now. hm, we laughed. we cried (different times, about different things though at the same place). it doesn't matter any more. hm, sometimes i even feel so hesitant to actually tell you shit cause you know her. hm, her...is it because of her? read this. yes i want you to understand this. and when you feel like you can actually find the courage from some part of that little red muscle in your ribcage area, do tell me what you think. slap me if you want. i deserve it. but think first...

hm, i can't belive it. i'm beginning to entertain myself by singing and listening to those sappy love songs. hm, but it's nice. hm, richard marx, 'i'll be right here waiting for you'. hm, i somehow can't stop thinking that if he were to go sing this song on stage live, would he break down and cry halfway during the song. hm also been listening to hip hop dance songs. wish i could pop & lock. seems so cool. like step up. hm SP=step-ping? hm, interesting.

exams coming soon. yet i'm still working, training and still slacking. i need to wake up...argh!!! soory, bad dream. hm. alright. back to studying. tomorrow i'm working. and saturday, (for you now) i wanna see whether you will actually come up to me. will you?

Culda

P.S. hm, am i regretting quitting dragon boat. how much more must i sacrifice? how much more must i lie? i'm tiring myself out. but too bad, i asked for it.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Water, Water Eveywhere...Let's Zip Down And Contribute.

in anatomy and physiology lesson now...bored...learning about asthma...respiratory...hm

just some random searching and i saw this...9 great reasons to drink water. courtesy of dumblittleman.com..

  1. Weight loss. Water is one of the best tools for weight loss, first of all because it often replaces high-calorie drinks like soda and juice and alcohol with a drink that doesn't have any calories. But it's also a great appetite suppressant, and often when we think we're hungry, we're actually just thirsty. Water has no fat, no calories, no carbs, no sugar. Drink plenty to help your weight-loss regimen.

  2. Heart healthy. Drinking a good amount of water could lower your risks of a heart attack. A six-year study published in the May 1, 2002 American Journal of Epidemiology found that those who drink more than 5 glasses of water a day were 41% less likely to die from a heart attack during the study period than those who drank less than two glasses.

  3. Energy. Being dehydrated can sap your energy and make you feel tired -- even mild dehydration of as little as 1 or 2 percent of your body weight. If you're thirsty, you're already dehydrated -- and this can lead to fatigue, muscle weakness, dizziness and other symptoms.

  4. Headache cure. Another symptom of dehydration is headaches. In fact, often when we have headaches it's simply a matter of not drinking enough water. There are lots of other causes of headaches of course, but dehydration is a common one.

  5. Healthy skin. Drinking water can clear up your skin and people often report a healthy glow after drinking water. It won't happen overnight, of course, but just a week of drinking a healthy amount of water can have good effects on your skin.

  6. Digestive problems. Our digestive systems need a good amount of water to digest food properly. Often water can help cure stomach acid problems, and water along with fiber can cure constipation (often a result of dehydration).

  7. Cleansing. Water is used by the body to help flush out toxins and waste products from the body.

  8. Cancer risk. Related to the digestive system item above, drinking a healthy amount of water has also been found to reduce the risk of colon cancer by 45%. Drinking lots of water can also reduce the risk of bladder cancer by 50% and potentially reduce the risk of breast cancer.

  9. Better exercise. Being dehydrated can severely hamper your athletic activities, slowing you down and making it harder to lift weights. Exercise requires additional water, so be sure to hydrate before, during and after exercise.

Friday, July 18, 2008

What Do You Do When You Know That Even Though What You Have Said Is True, You've Regretted Ever Saying That.

birthday was great. how great is to get the wonderful sms greetings that say like 'get for me beer' or 'gonna pinch you'...hm, stuff like that is fun...haha...beer...legal yay...

alright, my dad sent me a sms too...oh man...thanks daddy...

this is gonna be a short post....

hm bought for myself new havainas (two pairs) and topman shirt. next, a outdoors sports pouch. hm, and maybe a blazer. hm, that'll be a fun. hm, a class blazer. yeah.

my 18 year old resolution? be more gay, get a camera. wear better clothes (i wear shit clothes now to school), make less sarcastic and mean jokes, make peace with everyone...but there's one thing that i don't wana change. my improvement in being more work-orientated. work here as in school stuff and sports and training and at tcc. have fun, if you want, just make sure you do your work.

damn, yesterday work was going great only when it became busy and new ones could not keep up with it. then they were like seriously too...hm...something. anyway, then my manager was like...ergh...pissed my day off...that whole event. jsut when i thought i would have a happy day at work, i got stressed by it. runner section a, section b, and the person to say 'please hold on, i'll get my collegue to attend to you, while i do my other stuff like keeping the plates and glasses in my hands.' hm, oh yeah...tcc, get more aloha and soda and maybe a bit more tango. we need it.

Culda

P.S. forget everything we've been through.i don't wanna say it like this, but we just seem to be wasting each other's time. why are we even in this shit? god knows. but forget it. too many doubts...forget it la...just forget it...

Monday, July 14, 2008

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there are times in our lives we look at our lives and see what we need to really learn from it, how we're killing ourselves...how to make ourselves more happy. but we always never do anything about it at all. only those who persevere and cry about their lives and beat themselves up and regret everything they're doing try their best to do something. that's good. but what about the rest. what about the ignorant people. damn them.

here you go. i'm gonna talk about the things that suck and everything that's a bitch. basically i'm gonna talk about my life and bout the events in it.

Dragon Boat - Is This The End
let the politics and internal conflicts run. alright. dragon boat. there's about a hundred people in there. everyone wants to get in the team. the good team. and not only that. everyone right now is thinking of being...the captain. i mean, how amazing does it sound? "hi, i'm lim chee hong and i'm the captain of the dragon boat team." everyone has to have aspirations and ambitions, and of course being the captain is seriously good and probably proves how good of a team player, rower, and basically person you are. but we shouldn't see it as a tough competition in something which requires team work. this basically is not being shown in some of the guys. i mean the guys who are so keen in being in the boat. to train the body is easy. lift some freaking weights and pump iron with proteins. to train the heart. how you gonna do that? how you gonna train yourself to work as a team? work as one? how you gonna train perseverance? how you gonna be...some one worthy of something so renowned. that's it for me i guess. i've had enough. i mean everyone, i'm not going for training anymore i guess. i have a bad record already. for skipping so many trainings. hm, i'm gonna train my own. build up and bulk up myself. this way i will be something. with my own heart. have heart. one stroke, one heart, sp dragons hooyah...did i say that right?

TCC shits- Let Me Be Your Hero
my workplace is getting out of control. in terms of the people. i mean it's great place. but the people are getting influenced in the wrong way. i'm gonna make up for my wrong doings and change the whole area...for the better. how? i'm not too sure yet. but as all heroes do, their plan is always spontaneous. so i will always be on my feet. thinking of stuff. i'll make it a better place. i will make sure of that. before i leave, i'll make it better. yes, it seems like a daunting task, but it will be done.

tcc, i mean i love that place. really love it. terminal 3 arrival hall. love them over there. i like all of them there. ALL OF THEM. just that for some people it's complicated. you know you can't please everyone, but if the people see you are really trying to be that, they will be with your side. they will give you way. yeah, that's what i'm hoping for. guys, listen to the C's and brownies, alright? from now on. listen to them, learn from them, and anything just ask them. bug them always. it's only til you feed knowledge to your own brain then you can on't rely on them. unless you meet a weird task. then get to them again. always get to them.

My Own Problem - In Relation With TCC shits
this is kinda something i knew a long time. but i mean, how do i stop something i was kinda raised up with. sarcasm, mean-ness. it's in me. right now, i am really trying to soften that thing. so as to be more tolerable. but i mean sometimes it's necessary i guess. to make someone hate you so much you wanna proof that ass wrong. i'm the ass by the way. hm...it's sad. yeah, i agree.

i know i can be a prick sometimes. sometimes i meant to be. to just be someone you'd hate. but i never wanted to be the guy to hurt you. hm, yeah, i've hurt alot of people nowadays. i didn't meant to. hm, i've got to start afresh. i'm gonna think of that after i fix the problem of the tcc thing. if the problem is me, then i'll leave. i'll see what the problem is first. i'll fix it before i go. i'm the hero.

Culda

P.S. Issues, shits, and other stuff like that. all of us has that. don't act like you don't. hm, write about it. see what you can do about it.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

You're Lying On The Floor Scribling "I Hate You" Everywhere With Your Blood That Leaks From Your Wrists & Throat While I Sit By WIth My Legs Crossed.

well, been a shit load of shit week for me. hm, i'm bottling up all my anger and temper inside of me. the fire inside is raging. it's burning. and i don't think i can keep on taming the fire and keeping it under control. i tried to let my anger slip away as tears but the tears were of no help. in fact they just made the fire burn even more. what am i gonna do?

Culda