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there are times in our lives we look at our lives and see what we need to really learn from it, how we're killing ourselves...how to make ourselves more happy. but we always never do anything about it at all. only those who persevere and cry about their lives and beat themselves up and regret everything they're doing try their best to do something. that's good. but what about the rest. what about the ignorant people. damn them.

here you go. i'm gonna talk about the things that suck and everything that's a bitch. basically i'm gonna talk about my life and bout the events in it.

Dragon Boat - Is This The End

let the politics and internal conflicts run. alright. dragon boat. there's about a hundred people in there. everyone wants to get in the team. the good team. and not only that. everyone right now is thinking of being...the captain. i mean, how amazing does it sound? "hi, i'm lim chee hong and i'm the captain of the dragon boat team." everyone has to have aspirations and ambitions, and of course being the captain is seriously good and probably proves how good of a team player, rower, and basically person you are. but we shouldn't see it as a tough competition in something which requires team work. this basically is not being shown in some of the guys. i mean the guys who are so keen in being in the boat. to train the body is easy. lift some freaking weights and pump iron with proteins. to train the heart. how you gonna do that? how you gonna train yourself to work as a team? work as one? how you gonna train perseverance? how you gonna be...some one worthy of something so renowned. that's it for me i guess. i've had enough. i mean everyone, i'm not going for training anymore i guess. i have a bad record already. for skipping so many trainings. hm, i'm gonna train my own. build up and bulk up myself. this way i will be something. with my own heart. have heart. one stroke, one heart, sp dragons hooyah...did i say that right?

TCC shits- Let Me Be Your Hero
my workplace is getting out of control. in terms of the people. i mean it's great place. but the people are getting influenced in the wrong way. i'm gonna make up for my wrong doings and change the whole area...for the better. how? i'm not too sure yet. but as all heroes do, their plan is always spontaneous. so i will always be on my feet. thinking of stuff. i'll make it a better place. i will make sure of that. before i leave, i'll make it better. yes, it seems like a daunting task, but it will be done.

tcc, i mean i love that place. really love it. terminal 3 arrival hall. love them over there. i like all of them there. ALL OF THEM. just that for some people it's complicated. you know you can't please everyone, but if the people see you are really trying to be that, they will be with your side. they will give you way. yeah, that's what i'm hoping for. guys, listen to the C's and brownies, alright? from now on. listen to them, learn from them, and anything just ask them. bug them always. it's only til you feed knowledge to your own brain then you can on't rely on them. unless you meet a weird task. then get to them again. always get to them.

My Own Problem - In Relation With TCC shits
this is kinda something i knew a long time. but i mean, how do i stop something i was kinda raised up with. sarcasm, mean-ness. it's in me. right now, i am really trying to soften that thing. so as to be more tolerable. but i mean sometimes it's necessary i guess. to make someone hate you so much you wanna proof that ass wrong. i'm the ass by the way. hm...it's sad. yeah, i agree.

i know i can be a prick sometimes. sometimes i meant to be. to just be someone you'd hate. but i never wanted to be the guy to hurt you. hm, yeah, i've hurt alot of people nowadays. i didn't meant to. hm, i've got to start afresh. i'm gonna think of that after i fix the problem of the tcc thing. if the problem is me, then i'll leave. i'll see what the problem is first. i'll fix it before i go. i'm the hero.

Culda

P.S. Issues, shits, and other stuff like that. all of us has that. don't act like you don't. hm, write about it. see what you can do about it.