Again My Mind Is Stumped To Think For Another Tittle On Which I Can Try My Best To Strike Up Weirdly Mind Conconctions.

so goes another day of which i should be home studying my ass off, but what did i do instead. go out with friends. which was more worth my time. oppurtunity cost wise? being with my friends of course.

hm, it was great. after so long, seeing their faces. hm, feel like posting some pictures...but hm...dunno...too tired. hm, basically we ate and caught up with old times and had a nice time talking about good old pornography. and found out we all had a similar interest - lesbian porn. or should we say female duo erotica. anyway, went to eat at some fancy schmancy restaurant-y kinda place at esplanade there. had some small bite size food bits which was like peanuts to us guys. anyway, the food was just awesome.

hm, to her...i'm really sorry...maybe i've gotta lie more better. but i dunno, why can't i lie to you. it's just so damn hard. please don't be childish and go for your thing. i know how much it really did mean to you. but it jsut so happened. and i just took a sip. maybe you're right. i did it with my friends. but it's not that unhealthy as what you wanna do. i've done my research. serious. it really is unhealthy. it really is worst than drinking and smoking. please believe me...for once...please. i dunno why, but...i don't wanna lie to get your trust. but i don't wanna lose your trust by telling you the truth. tell me now just what is a guy to do. i just don't wanna ever lose you. jsut because of all the small fights. it just gets in the way. i don't want it to happen. can you please forgive me...please...i dunno why we have to come to this. hm, let's stop being childish. i have something i wanna ask you, but i dunno whether you'll find it dumb. hm, i dunno. i started to think of it one day and i was wondering if it's a nice thing that we should have. eeeee? eeeee? awwwww...hm, tell you what...just go for it, don't do that alright...gawwwd this girl...haha???

or and to that girl. i dunno why. it seems like it's gonna be hard for me to look at you the same way that i did last time. as in friends kind. but i dunno, talking to you...hm, i dunno, but maybe it's good that we're starting to talk like last last time. hm, i dunno whether i really still do make you smile and all. and you know... i hope i do...but still, i can't forget it la. forgive? hm, i dunno. just that we're talking it's good enough right now. hope i get to see you. i dunno why. wait, i don't even know how to react when i see you...hm, argh...yeah, but i dunno...

Culda