I Try In Every Way To Not Tell You The Truth At The Fear Of Ruining Whatever There Is To Lose And I Hope Not To Make You Irritated.

the journey of life is of how we perceive it to be.be it a long perilous journey, or a carefree everlasting ride into the horizon , we've all got our own view. shall there be anyone to justify and tell us the definition of life in their view for our sake and for us to live by as a guideline, then our life is about as worthless as the termites in a piece of wood that has been out at sea for a month. it's up to us to find our life...find our own definition of life in this crazy world that we live in that has just no rules except for the fact that you live by your own.

it's been too hard living, but i'm afraid to die.

i have managed to discipline myself and commit myself to a week full of training. stuck by it. wooo...cool...muscles aching...i'm gonna work on to my goal of leading the team. to be the captain. call me crazy. but i've gotta aim, try and achieve. you've got a dream. go for it. you never know, you may do better than you expected. and plus, you've also got a story to tell, to inspire. the stature of a man who stands in the rain and pushes on for the last mile is already of someone who can inspire with the power, determination and dedication to oneself.

every accomplishment starts with the decision to try and do something.

it's been a while. and i hope it'll continue for a while more. it seems so great...this feeling inside...how i yearn to know more...make whatever this is flourish...it's still too early but, you know, gotta get the foundation ground right first. but i dunno why, the fear of history repeating itself is there. that's why i hesitate to say it all. but then again, sometimes i have to think to myself, it was what it was. time to look to the present, to the future...the past is only know a diary from where i reflect on and laugh upon. time to give it all i have.

if i had three wishes, one wouldn't be that i would make you fall in love with me. it would just be to notice me. the second, to let me spend time with you. and the third is for you see me as i am. the rest is up to you...

Culda