For Words Can't Explain How Thou Shalt Have Torn Unto One's Soul So Thus Brings Upon A Ray Of Hope Onto Forgiveness Of Others.

do people really understand my tittles? hm it sound chim doesn't it...but it doesn't make sense. but again that's the first step to convincing people. you confuse them. that's how you win arguments. you can use big big words, you can make up words and just make a very long sentence with alot of made up words and you can make it seem just like a sentence if you say it with confidence.

other ways to win arguments is to use charm. use pick up lines. use sweet lines. this confuses the person. but of course the person has to be of the opposite sex unless that person is gay or something. yeah, that's how i try to win arguments. but nowadays people don't seem so interested in arguments. that's why i've gotta create my own.

hm, what is up for me this week? well, gotta go get venture tee for the new ventures on thursday. going to call red cross on thursday as well. friday is overnight venture outing. saturday and sunday is investiture/job week camp. i practically breathe venture-chairing nowadays.

venture chair. hm, i've been doing too much. why? to make up for my past mistakes? maybe. but i'm learning. we all are. i should understand that. i believe all alot of things. i want to believe alot of things. i've got a very creative mind. ideas are runing through my mind everytime. ideas are ideas. as long as you've got an idea, you can adjust it with a team if you want. that's what ideas are for. ideas are the ones that help build the support of structures.

remember the idea, not the man. for the man can die. for the man may not be of equal status. for the man may not be welcomed. but ideas don't have boundaries. they don't have feelings.

i have to now get the admin stuff done and done. got make the guys all close and crazy and all. i mean, they all decided to start venturing for a reason right? gotta make the crazy bond. that's it. you've got the bond. you've got the commaradarie. you've got the relationship. you've got the committment. you've got a cool strong yet tight unit. and that's my visison.

sometimes i feel that i regretted not giving the real speech that i wanted. i kept feeling that you guys were not ready. i just basically told you'll what you were supposed to hear. but yeah, too late regretting. i'm gonna do it all over again. not with restriction of time, not with the restriction of a tight agenda, not with anything else. i'm gonna make it formalise. therefore i can now unofficially say that the venture unit will undergo some modifications to whatever system it has now. i'm gonna be very transperant. cause in the venture unit, there's no obvious hierachy. we are all ventures. like friends. no more treating you like kids. the hard truth will be there of course. but we're there to learn, teach and have endless, crazy, non-sensical fun together at the same time. something like that. that's the whole primary focus right now.

hm, let me put in a very easy to relate example. when you've got a boyfriend/girlfriend, are you committed to him/her? or are you committed to the relationship? if you're committed to a person, aren't you being like a slave? you attend to his/her every need? you appear to needy to surrounding people or worst even to the person you like. when you commit yourself to a relatinship, you work for the relationship to work. simple right. same thing basically. don't need to commit yourself to me. just to the unit. it takes less efforst than you know.

i can't believe i talked so much. i'm like having a super running nose. part of my mouth is hurting due to my braces. i have a aching headache. i have a blocked ear. and i'm on the verge of puking/fainting. i'm dying.

Culda

P.s. i can't wait to play twister....