And So I'm Back And May All The Holy Deities Forgive And Spare Me For This Occasion For I Have Sinned In Ways That Ruins The Path Of Righteousness.

and it's been about a month. hm, a month. if some months have 30 days and some months have 31 days, how many months have 28 days?

dunno the answer? the answer is all the months.

anyway, i'm back. i'm beginning to have a clearer picture of what i want right now.

Education
a clearer picture of what i wanna do for my education. just need to be given the chance. letter been sent. but no reply. well, you know what to do when there's no reply? keep pushing and asking for a reply. you've gotta fight for it. you want something, you've gotta stand up and go get it. period. the endless pursuit of happiness. you've gotta have the fighting spirit. if not, you'll find yourself not getting anything else in life. but what if i don't get it. well, i've wasted my entire year in a place where i disgraced myself and all. so i've gotta just do well in whatever i'm doing now. from then onwards, i've gotta just do well. that's all on my mind. GPA means everything. well, a good gpa. a gpa of 0.9 is something not to be proud of.

Venturing
i've also got a clearer view for my venture unit and what i want my venture unit to be doing. what i am doing now is seeing how other units (be it scout, venture, rover or even a non-scout unit) run and modify areas in which the system they are running by is not going well. even if they are doing something that is really good, there's gotta be a way to modify it to suit our own preferances. hm, but first i've gotta know my venture unit well. yep. red fox all the way. anyway, i'm still wondering. my doubts, i hope, will be cleared very soon. anyway, here i go. delegate now. i've done the first step. ahhhh, okay, i'm gonna shut up now. don't wanna let out too many surprises. but ventures, going at the pace now that i envision it to, is going well.

Scouts/Guides
hm, right now, i'm also playing the impartial role. i offer my assistance to whoever needs it. be it the leaders or scouts. i'm also seeing the next best thing that i can offer assistance to. girl guides. why you ask? cause i love our beautiful guides alot. and plus i know that after graduating, they'll find that they might be lost. so they can always join ventures that will help shelter them during this few years and they will also be able to find their true selves under ventures. so yeah, i'll be glad to welcome you with out-streched arms and a umbrella (ella-ella-eh-eh-eh). but guides seriously need that oomph. you know when you eat nasi lemak. you can have good meats and all. but if the chilli is not there, then it's nothing effective. it's just bland and doesn't do anything. have a good chilli and you'll see the results.

alright, i'll have a good rest now. rest for another month? nah, just for another day. i've got nothing to do this holidays. so i'll just blog about anything and everything under the sun.

Culda