And So Begins The Life Of One And The Ending Of Another, Signifying The Endless Spin Of The Vicious Circle Of Life.

Money Talks

...and the only way for me to really hear what it has to say is to have some money in the first place. so right now, i have to guess what it says. hm, alright, feeling lame right now. i'm like so broke right now. my wallet has holes. no....literally, there are holes in it. coins fall out of the coin pocket thingy and sometimes my card may fall out too. i just realise that how some people have to survive without any money at all. it's like i'm really thinking twice about the money i spent frivolously during the last two months. hm, mostly spent on food. shit, what did i eat. really, i need to seriously cut down man. eat instant noodles or eat those bread stuff...eat donuts...woo..donuts...mmmm...sweet lovely donuts...shit, i need some right now. oreo please...wait where was i? hm, i really need money. i'm just waiting for my first pay. i don't care how much i get...gonna make it last for three weeks or more. depending. surely more than three weeks. gotta save...

Work Duties

yep, working already. first day of work just ended. kinda fun. talked crap, looked around at people eat food and walk about funnily and weirdly...got to see from the stupid customers to the ugly customers to the not so bad ones. hm, really laugh at those genuinely stupid people. hm, thank god they don't read my entries. if not, i'm in deep shit. they'll be like outside my house holding a firehose loaded with foamy soap at the mouth of the hose and fire it into my mouth and wash all the trash from it. today i woke up and said to my crappy side, 'if i were to build a sculpture out of crap, it wouldn't be much full of crap as i am'. interesting how i can insult myself and tell you guys about it. hm, anyway, i'm gonna like try to make double chocolate (yeah the one at macdonalds). i won't say that drink is really nice. it's like milk and chocolate and oreo bits with surely chocolate powder or something. hm, have to really R&D on it. yep...then do some other stuff...but it'll surely be impossible. hm, my schedule is like okay la...6-12, 6-12, 6-12...boring..6 hours...need money...wanna work overtime...but i know it's impossible. hm, can't wait for the holidays to start...the next set of holidays...it's like one and a half month...can work and get money...then see how if i wanna continue. i'm surely gonna quit once i get into second year. surely...then i'm gonna like scheme up some money making plan and call it my work. and then be able to earn money. i'll do it in school or something. or maybe do like some kinda i-order-for-you-you-pay-me-extra-for-it work. or i-accompany-you-for-a-day-and-you-pay-me-for-it. that's like social escort...selling my body...or rather in this case my time. hm, more ideas are being created in my head.

Busy, Hectic Week

i have like a 3 day scout camp with working days in between and i'm not staying for the 3rd day. then i've gotta work. then i've got like sp rover camp from monday to thursday. then probably gonna work on like saturday. need one day of rest. busy. then need to study. i'll probably be studying at my scout camp. how to study at rover camp. i'll see my laptop fly in the air and into the sea. hm, i got myself into this. gotta find a way to settle it.

It Ends Right Here

hm, due to my hectic schedule, i don't think i can blog at all...duh...so i'll like try to remember every shit that happened to me and post it down here. but even if i don't blog it down, what can you do to me? if i told you nothing happened at all, who are you to not believe me? hm, if you do that, i might as well just tell you to hold on to your ankles and kiss your ass goodbye. i'm just kidding...or am i?

Culda

P.S. I'll be back. can anyone lend me money? seriously please?