Sometimes It's Hard To Help Feeling Pissed, Upset, Happy And Mad In A Place That Leaves You Feeling Pissed, Upset, Happy And Mad.

sometimes it's hard for me to say the truth...which hurts. some of us try to hide the truth and live with each other with relationships of friendships based on lies. some of us try to sugar up the truth so that it doesn't hurt so much as it is supposed to. others jsut say it, either mainly due to their hatred of someone or in a fit of anger. after a fight, we always say to each other that we didn't mean to say what we had said, but isn't what we say to each other in a fight always the truth of what we really think about each other. truth hurts. so do we have to hide the truth, to make everyone happy? noone will be ever happy, be it either we tell the truth or not.

they somethings should better be left unsaid. but then again, sometimes it's best we say what we want to say. instead of keeping it in us, and always seeming that we are not keeping something that could either make or break relationships, friendships or an establishment.

well, work is great. why? cause you get pay for your hardwork. for standing for 8 hours plus plus. then you also get to hang out with different people. people who can make you laugh, make you think and also maybe feel where some people like to go wrong in. everyone's good in their own way i hope. but however noone's perfect. even if they try, the more it will appear that they are just obsessive not perfect.

it's painful to mention names. not for me...but for the people mentioned. they might get the hint. they might not. but here goes. all establishments run by power. power corrupts, absolute powers, corrupts absolutely. remember that. but sometimes we tend to let personal greed take over. it does not happen only in buisnesses but even in clubs and societies, where personal greed will take over for popularity. but anyway, this is how it is.

over here, we've got different people each with their own problems. we've got someone who likes things to just run nicely and to make everything to appear nicely but may change his/her mind just like that. we've got someone who makes you do three things at once while complaining about one thing you've didn't do and nagging you to do another thing immediately while you are attening to customers or doing an order or whatever. there's someone who is always keen to changing things to that someone's preference and just letting people know about it and also making sure everything is done by the book, when sometimes follwing the book is not the only way to good work. we've got someone who makes everyone seem a criminal when someone else hasn't done a job right. we've got someone who has the abilty to make you pissed and make you go 'huh' in three seconds and that someone has the ability to make you feel stupid upon asking any question. we've got someone who doesn't belive in own spaces. we've got someone who not gets hectic but makes others around that person blur as well. we've got someone who belives in having his/her own fun while stopping others from having any sense of enjoyment anytime he/she does not like it. we've got someone who thinks he/she rules with his/her 'long-running' serivce. and we've got someone trying to get it all together.

how do we live in scoiety when we have to cope with all this different expectaions. how do we switch. how do we survive? "i will survive"?..i hope i do.

Culda