Life's And It's Other Issues Seem To Complicate Even The Brightest Of Minds.

PERSONAL REFLECTION
it always has to come to this. one way or another, if not now, sometime later, you really have to stop for a while and think where you are and where your next pit-stop in life is. is what you are doing right? is everything going the way it should be? have you ignored your life by going after something that you are just succumbed to? heck, well, we don't really have much of a choice, since we are in an age that we are required to take all advantages to go all the way to the top to get the best living status. we are all money-driven right now. what happened to the good old times when we were all happy and stuff.

everyone, even the most jovial, happy-go-lucky and carefree type of people will someday just sit down in dark corner of a room and think through and reflect upon their life's events. be it whether about studies, love, family, friends or fetishes, it'll be thought through...that's part of life.

sure not everyone will admit to all that they are going through this mid-mid-life-crisis. yes...mid-mid-life-crisis. or also known as a mental menstruation, but i don't know who knows it as that. anyway, the thing is, the point of going through this jsut kinda makes us feel something about where our life is going. we can either feel sad about it or happy about it. if we feel sad, then we'll figure out how to do whatever needs to be done.

nowadays alot of people seem to be pondering over their love affairs, issues and crushes. some people think of getting back while some see getting back useless. some people think of cheating while others just call it as experimenting and getting back-ups. some people enjoy singlehood while others say they enjoy the accompaniment of someone smooching their neck. everyone has his/her own perception/view/thinking. who are we to stop them.

hm, some girls i know say they are not willing to commit to a relationship. one cause they say they've been hurt before. another reason is that they have commintment issues, meaning they might neglect having a relationship. another reason is that they said their love already belongs to an ex-boyfriend. or in some cases, girlfriend. sometimes, we just have to forget the fact that we are busy or what. everyone falls in love. whether madly or truly madly deeply. however they try their best not to go all the way. sometimes it's also due to fear that they prevent themselves from being close to someone...afraid they might be rejected or they might cause emotional burden or emotional hurt on the other party. sometimes, it kinda hurts. cause i mean there's this saying that 'men are not to be trsuted' or something like that. but just like when a guy goes gay, the girls would say 'no, that means we girls have failed'. that line was provided by someone. then isn't it the same thing, that we guys have failed. i mean, my men have tried, and tried and we always make it all gooooooooood...then all of a sudden there's this bunch of girls who make us feel that we really did fail...well...

well, thaat's life...part of it...sleepy...i'll update some other time

Culda

P.S. til we meet again