It's Time To Shoot The Stars Down.

hm, i can't think of long complicated tittles anymore. kinda still in the hangover phase of sickness. my voice is like totally screwed. it's like i can't speak, sing and yell and yawn. so...yeah...it sucks. then there's also the constant recurring headaches which just come and go. and yesterday at work i was kinda woozy. dizzy. alright, here i go again. rummaging through my memory cavity to proof to you what kind of life i have.

WORK
It has begun. yep, did bar for like two hours. even before i started, i realised how rusty i am already. i forgot the durations for each condiment expiration date. hm, then half an hour in when started doing bar stuff, i realised that i need like to get my chi back. or is it qi...hm dunno anymore. then did floor. was kinda fun. kinda. but the new food was kinda great. well, cause i tried three dishes. nachos, mexican pizza and the new tiramisu. well, tiramisu was the best. hm, but if any of you guys wanna go tcc, you better ask me what food is worth eating there. the food is nice esp some of the new pasta. hm, mostly talked throughtout the day. was kinda boring cause not much people frequenting.

THOSE GIRLS
there was this girl, who was sitting at the end...and she was you know..the kind of girl who looked like those stable girls...yep, she had the horse caretaker looks...i'm kidding. i mean she looked like a keeper. friendly, nice smile...but yours truly was so caught up being an idiot by just saying 'enjoy your week ahead'...what the hell...damn, i should have said what was in my mind...'hi, could you please fill up this feedback form, cause that's the only cheesy and lame way of me asking getting your name and contact from you?'...lame yes i know...which is why i said it is a lame way...you've gotta read properly...good

then there was another two more girls. there were kinda like drunk and one of them had an oversized head and the other was dressed for the market. she had nice hair though, the one for the market. well, the market girl went to the toliet...then after that the big-headed girl told me that they were not gonna eat there. then i was like 'why not, do i smell that bad'?...anyway, she took her stuff and her friends stuff and went out. all of a sudden, market girl came in but she wasn't in her market clothes. she was dressed in a stunning black tube top that is like a dress that went all the way to 10 cms down her hips. and her dress had glittery stuff. and seeing her just made my heart slow down. i was just staring at her in awe. holy crap, she was stop-eating hot. she was great. oh man, but she was like those frivoulous, ditzy, drunk, sorority, bimbotic ladies. who were, to my own conclusion, were going to go clubbing.

CAMPFIRE IS HERE, BUT NOT VOICE, SHIT!!!
"hey guys welcome to the south-west campfire, uh hum..sorry for the cough...as i was saying uh hum uh hum hu hum..."...it's gonna be like that. yes i think so if my throat doesn't clear up. and just imagine coughing into a mic, that's not the most pleasant sound to be heard on an occasion such as this. hm, anyway, this campfire is like what only 2 hours...so it's mostly singing, no dancing (was thinking of putting up a micheal jackson impersonation of which is not considered satisfactory according to the media). then i've got to like compile my scout info for the lighting of the campfire thing. it's gonna be something new i guess. but whether it's really something the people will like is another thing. sometimes it's not how we can learn to change the way we light it. it's how we can use the simple ways but a different process. anyway, my voice, oh no. my most important thing.

SP ROVERS/RED FOX VENTURES
whatever it be, i'm still a scout. and it's good cause what you learn in one, you can try to apply it in the other. but some things never change. hm, this sat, i'll be donning two different uniforms. one of a land venture uniform and a sea rover uniform. one for investiture and one for campfire. to think that next year, i'll be rather active in both. hm, cool. but of course, priorities have to play a part in this too. yeap...yeah...woo...

FAMOUS LAST WORDS
it has come to this. we never mean to fall apart. we are human beings after all. be it we scream at each other, ignore each other, bad mouth each other, and just basically sometimes can't even bear to look at each other in the eyes. it's hard to think that we were seperated for not a very good reasons. but i mean, the less good a reason, the more bitter we get. at least from a good reason, we are able to learn from it. but too bad, we can't build ourselves up anymore. even if there be any chance, i would try to stay away from it, judging from what has become of us, it's just too difficult...

Culda