It Appears To Me That My Frivolous Ways Of Expressing Myself Sounds Offensive And Chauvinistic To A Certain Group Of People And For That, I've Changed

i dunno what came over me...the past few weeks...each week encompassed a different feeling. two weeks ago, anger and impatience. a week ago, chauvinistic and crude remarks towards the guides of manjusri, which appeared offensive to some of them. why some? because the rest either were too lazy to confront me or they hadn't read it yet...note that word 'yet'...i'm still expecting more shit from the guides and their supporters about my previous blog entry. anyway, i think this week, i'm leaning towards the emo side...yes...i'm feeling depressed and disturbed. i might explode (with emotions) very soon. this week's campfire meeting...complains from some people i heard...let me see...i haven't attended the last two meetings...see what's going to happen...i'll talk about this later...

Feelings

i've stressed on this topic for quite a while just now...i don't think i need to further elaborate on this freaking topic...but i think it's true...emotions are going to take over me competely...and if i'm not careful, i might take down innocent bystanders while on my path of destruction of all the obstacles in my way. so guys, if you're reading this...let me just put up my apology in advance.

Sista Guides

seems like i went slightly carried away...hmmm...well...here's my apology...i'm sorry...i'm sorry that you are so narrow-minded...can't take jokes...can't laugh with yourself...it seems like there is something wrong happening..if i were to just exaggerate the truth to just make serious stuff humorous...you stop laughing..instead you take out all your evidence about the other party (me) and accuse me...i'm not guilty of any crime. if you ain't happy with anything i write, you can't stop me from writing, but you could stop yourself from reading...but of course you can't stop reading...because just lika useless fashion trend, talking about you will end eventually. oh...and get ready...for the campfire meeting...

Campfire Meeting

...cause i'm coming...hmmm...been a while...just found out the emcees are two people who i thinkis rather okay only la. sure one of them has the enthu i feel, but the other doesn't really think has...i wish i could be an emcee...but i could be either one of the worst or best emcees. i don't stick to scripts. i'm super enthu. i might get stagefright or i might straightaway be rocking the crowd....hmmm...but about the two emcees...have to see...plus it's like two guides...cn't we have a scout up there? i'm not saying the guides are incapable...infact they are quite capable...but it feels weird...cause a scout needs to be up there cause since this is a combined effort by the ventures and the guides and plus also there should be a male correspondent to compliment the girls and 'tease' the guys...that's what i feel...and since there is alot of legshakers around...get one la...dont you agree guys? never mind we'll talk about this on sunday...

and we'll also talk about my pre-show...ill shout in your face if that is what it will take to get the entire plan into your head...it's so simple...it's quite good to have a pre-show...as a crowd warmer...so that the emcee wouldn't have to waste time warming up the crowd...i'll explain more properly on that day...don't worry...

hmmm...i wanted to write more...but i feel this sudden urge to turn off the computer...i need inspiration...my next blog entry...about girls crying..a very important issue...cause i saw quite a few girls cry this whole week...

Culda