Stupidy Happens To Anyone, It Just Depends On The Level Of Stupidity That One Goes And For Me, I Have Reached A Level Where The Dumbest Couldn't.

finally, i'm able to write a proper blog entry cause i can write it in the morning/afternoon. my entry always gets messed up cause at night i feel like i'm drunk on the sandman's sleep sand and forced myself to vomit out more than i am expected to. i left tcc...and am leaving for Singapore Poly...hurah...boo yah...goo goo gah gah...

and i left tcc partly...i mean i left it without saying proper goodbyes...shit...thakns to someone i forgot some other people and it's no point putting my shitty thanks here cause well, i mean who wants to cry over their keyboards...not me crying...i mean those people who i wanted to comment about...they'll cry...yes they will...muahaha...ever since i've taken my cough drops, my muahaha sounds as sweet as count dracula's...maybe even better...

anyway, i'm feeling way stupid...cause...hm...you know how isit when you wanna do well in your o levels and then you totally give up on it and just do the n levels...well, for my case it's not really like that. it's confusing...more confusing that that stupid show 'days of our lives'. go for someone who can't offer what you want...not the elevator service...no not that kind of offer...i mean to say...ah...you won't understand...you'll probably vomit in your arms due to the nauseating effect i tend to have on people...

for your eyes only...i love that saying...esp when a girl says it...kinda gives you the feeling that a train just rushed into your brain filling it with thoughts that can't be figured out and all that you understand is that it's gonna be soemthing....gooooooood...then when you finally get it, it's a stupid dish of spaghetti cooked in a sauce in only what can be described as a cross between bile and a mixture of whitish chunks...yummy...

but actually it's great when one makes cooked food for both parties (parties as in the boy and the girl, not the birthday and funeral kinda party) cause you get the real essence of each other...the love...the good food...the chemistry of the food bonding and so are the strings of both of your hearts...wait...what did i say? hm...never mind...i messed that bit up...but all in all...it is romantic...

romance...love...amour...cinta....ishq...wo ai ne...love...so many languages...but it still means something...commitement...no point forcing one into the commitement of love...think about it...if you really love someone, tell her...if you really love someone, never use someone as a replacement...if you love her, even if you can't get her, tell her...if you really love her...you are ready to let her go...if you really love her, don't expect her to say...'yes'.

Culda