I'm Looking At You Through The Glass, Dunno How Much Time Has Passed, All I Know Is That It Feels Like Forever.

hm, the time has come. the time to really think about it. think how i'm just gonna leave something that i wasn't keen on leaving. whether people want me there is another thing, i can see lies in their little words of care. people can't help it but lie. i remember when i was five and i lied when my mom asked me whether i threw away the uneaten vegetables in the dustbin and i just blamed it on my sister (who hated vegetables at that time also). hm...anyway...maybe i'll just leave...don't want to prolong the farewell. just leave...ahhh...yes...

hm...actually...leaving isn't the biggest concern. i mean...nothing to really worry about. i'll just come back. hahaha...muahahaha...hehahaha....hohahaha...yes...i laugh in a really weird way.

hm, and so ends that shitty paragraphs of leaving...why do i make things so sentimental (note i say sentimental not emotional)...maybe just a habit...why do i sometimes talk to myself...maybe just a habit.

hm...i never realized i had the song there you'll be by faith hill from the peral habour soundtrack...and another song that's a hit in my head and ipod is hello by lionel richie...ah, from the 70's, isit? not too sure...but it's a damn nice song...hm...been singing old slow songs this week...then there's also the nice rock ballad song by amy lee and seether by the tittle 'broken'...why am i discussing the songs i'm listening too...hm...now the song that's being played is how to touch a girl by jojo...shit...great timing...

hm, gonna get apple laptop...not the best one but at least as it's a mac...hm...macbook...i wanted the macbook pro..don't buy the air...not really good...only good for turning heads...

hm what else can i bore you with...nothing at the moment...shit...why am i not getting anymore interesting...never mind guys...i hope i'll be able to make you smile more some other time...


Culda